Just Letting you know that I am alive...

Hello, Everyone.

So, this is the first week after everything hit the fan last week.

Things arent any better really....

Ellen just left to be with her mom today, and I miss her already. I have gotten so close to her, I miss her sooo much.

We are still taking one day at a time... this is super hard. Life seems to have new emotions and thoughts every moment of my life.

On friday I totally lost it at school. We were having our school thanksgiving dinner, and I was just thinking about the holidays this year....and I lost it. I grabbed one of my friends and just cried with her. Some other friends of mine came over too, and they all just gathered around me and held me. I love my friends at school... :)

I dont have any school this week, so I dont know what I am going to do. Everything is soo confusing right now.

So yeah, just giving you all an update. I havent seen my dad since then, though he has emailed me and I emailed him back. I was very open with him and I told him what was on my mind and exactly what I thought of all this. I also told him not to email me back right now, if I am going to talk to him, I want to see him so I can see his face and hear his voice. There is so much that goes wrong with emails. :)

Anyways,

Thank you all so much for your prayers, they are very much appreciated and welcome.

I love you all so much!

Jenna